Perspective

So yesterday I had my weekly bitch session with John.  Sometimes I am sickened by the sound of my own voice.  I whine about every aspect of my life.  I am somewhat of an expert on the subject of me…at least the non-functional parts. The theme of this week’s discussion was perspective.  By my own […]

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Attitude Adjustment

Denial is an interesting phenomenon.  After getting my annual review, I was really pissed off that I got dinged for being hostile and abrasive.  My reaction was the same as it has always been:  Yes, I lose my temper every now and then; but it is no worse than other managers in the organization.  Why […]

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This week on planet Earth

This is it, surgery week.  Each of Ethan’s surgeries has come with its challenges.  This time it is that he has to fast for 4 days.  He can have liquids, but I cannot imagine that making much of a difference. Over the weekend, we took him to Hershey Park.  Today Jenn is taking him to […]

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Super Glued Friendship

Yesterday, I met with a friend that I had not spoken to because of an argument.  He had told me over a year ago that he was sorry, but I was not ready to hear it.  I probably “accepted” his apology at the time.  But my hope was that I would never see him again. […]

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Playing with Fire

So I am doing something you are not supposed to do.  I stopped my happy pills.   At first it was a mistake.  I fill those little pill boxes, for each day of the week.  I was 4 pills short last week.  So I put in the 3 I had and ordered a refill.  The […]

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Not the three toed variety

So the past couple of nights, I have been watching the history channel.  They have had a cheesy documentary on the Seven Deadly Sins.  I found it all very interesting until they did the show on Sloth.  Then I started feeling a little uncomfortable. Now I have always thought of sloth as being lazy, not […]

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A Day In the Life

Yesterday.  Woof!    Yesterday was a mess.  It started at about 12:45am.  Ethan had a bad asthma attack.  He came into our room and was barking.  I went to get his nebulizer, but he did not sound too bad.  By the time I got back to our room, Ethan was having a full on panic […]

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Depression

  It is scary how paralyzed you can be when depression has you in its grip.  I have been mostly off the radar the last week or so because it was all I could do to just function at work and home.  At last, the cloud has lifted.   I wish I understood depression.  I […]

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And the winner is…

So I really intended to write about politics today.  Then I read a friends blog.  Someone who commented on his entry made a comment that I have heard all my life.  For the sake of argument, I will boil down the sentiment being expressed:  God is a Republican.  I think I have been fairly honest […]

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